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I was destructive and I still am.
I went through five failed suicide attempts, I hung myself about a month ago, but two people saved me.
My boyfriend saved me, he has been there for me since I met him.
I was so close but I guess it just wasn't my time again.
I did that because I was tired, the idea of dying is such a release from living, coping with pain almost every day.
Suicide may sound selfish to you, but if you suffered it for so long it's a different story.
The only reason why I'm speaking up now is that I feel like I have to.
I'm Indonesian, I'm proud to be Indonesian but unfortunately, mental health is often shrugged back home and it is an issue that is not openly talked about.
I cannot stress enough how important this issue is, we need to be ok to talk about it, you should never be embarrassed if you are.
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